Ladies and gentlemen
Welcome to tonight’s show
Next up, we have one of the greatest
You know who he is
Hello

Whoops! I must be losin’ it
They don’t make medicine for as
Sick as my music is
Got no time for foolishness
Who do you think you’re foolin’ with
I been doin’ this ever since I really knew what music was
My music’s a
Well, how should I describe it?
I take a rhyme then I make it shine
In your face like a diamond
I’m in a position in which I shed light ’til it blind ya
Comes a time when your life
This show your dream look
Look what the time is
Why is everytime somebody’s bein’ themselves
Somethin’ comes along
Like TV says to be someone else
Just bein’ myself
Oh Nathan, look what you’ve done
Got no weapons or guns
Shoot, I’m probably white as they come
Got you on the run
Yes, I guess I’m out of my mind
Only time I’ve ever murdered
Is when I’m writin’ these rhymes
God’s what I’m on
I ain’t smokin’ dope to get famous
One of the greatest
Like fifty cent, you can love it or hate it

Yeah Yeah
I got the Lord with me
Yeah Yeah
I got the Lord with me
I got the Lord with me
This ain’t a game to me
Put your hands up if you feel the same as me
Yeah Yeah
I got the Lord with me
Yeah Yeah
I got the Lord with me
I got the Lord with me
This ain’t a game to me
Put your hands up if you feel the same as me

911, what’s your emergency?
Some white boy with a microphone just lyrically murdered me
We’ve had that call six times this weeks
And we still can’t find him yet
So you’re gonna have to find a hole
And probably just climb in it
His rhymin’ is so ballistic
It’s hard for us to track him
And we’re so far behind
I don’t think we’re gonna catch him
He’s got that Jesus in his music
Which to us is crazy
Cause he ain’t gonna make no money
Talkin’ about that Jesus baby
Maybe
I’m back like you ain’t never seen me
Grabbin’ a mic make this look so easy
Chessy rappers are runnin’ around
Talkin’ about they’re wearin’ a crown
I’m wearin’ them down
Don’t believe me? Fine
That white boy that should be signed
Above your mind
With every single lyric
Every single rhyme
Some people look at you
And think you’re just a joke or nothin’
Some people see me probably think
That boy is smokin’ somethin’
I ain’t smokin’
I’m just out of control
Here we go
Q-Quit pretendin’ you don’t already know

Yeah Yeah
I got the Lord with me
Yeah Yeah
I got the Lord with me
I got the Lord with me
This ain’t a game to me
Put your hands up if you feel the same as me
Yeah Yeah
I got the Lord with me
Yeah Yeah
I got the Lord with me
I got the Lord with me
This ain’t a game to me
Put your hands up if you feel the same as me

When I come through
I’mma get you movin’ back
Better than ever baby
You know how I do it
Christ in the music
Yeah, that’s me
Quit waitin’ for me to change
That’s how it’s gonna be
Ain’t about the money
I would rather have my family close
Sounds sweet little somethin’ like candy
Yeah
And that’s the way I roll
Like Lecrae said
“You either go hard or go home”
I ain’t playin’ with ya
Spit it like a preacher
Welcome to the show boy
I’mma special feature
Moment of slow stuff
Comin’ out your speakers
I make you go crazy
Go crazy
Let me see you move
Yeah Yeah {3x}
Let me see you move
Let me see you move

Yeah Yeah
I got the Lord with me
Yeah Yeah
I got the Lord with me
I got the Lord with me
This ain’t a game to me
Put your hands up if you feel the same as me
Yeah Yeah
I got the Lord with me
Yeah Yeah
I got the Lord with me
I got the Lord with me
This ain’t a game to me
Put your hands up if you feel the same as me

Yeah
Record four
Let’s go
Yeah, it’s record number fo’!
‘Errybody knows
Yeah!
I’ma let it, I’ma let it, I’ma let it go
I’ma let it go
Yeah
Listen!
Oh, no! Yeah

I ain’t the type to take a gat and put a hole in your head (nah!)
I’m the type that take the mic and clean your soul up instead (yeah!)
What I say and what I write is motivation, forget it
You want a Shady number two, man that’s not what this is (not what!)
It’s like we all take sin and adapt it
Used to seem ugly, now it’s lookin’ attractive (real pity)
Used to let it bug me, now we like it when it happens (crazy)
It’s like when it happens (nah!), your life is inactive (yeah!)
World’s satisfaction will play with your mind
Got you think you’re gettin’ ‘head, but your fallin’ behind
Yo, DMX said, “Lord, send me a sign”
Read a little Revelation, and that’s what you gon’ find
See, in every line, I present you with facts
And yo, in every rhyme I desire to impact you (thank you)
Go inside of your mind
I rewind and go back to a place or a time
You traveled off of the map
Do the math, yeah
Money put a smile on your face
Same thing that make you smile will make your smile go away (yeah!)
See, the riches of the world might get you the chains and Nike’s
But in the end, neither one of those’ll save your life

Until I die
I’ma take my hopes and dreams
And use ’em to glorify His Name
Until I die
I’ma rep the one true God
And I don’t care ’bout what nobody say
Until I die
I’ma spread the truth to this nation
And show ’em there’s a God that can save ’em
Until I die
And here I take my last breath out of my chest
I’m gon’ praise Him

MTV knows how to get the alley-oop (yeah)
All they gotta do is mix a little lie with some truth
Come out here, girl! Let me fix that face up
Need a little less clothes and a lot more makeup (haha!)
Get all caked up
Oh no, here we go
Another episode, skippin’ down the Hollywood road (haha!)
Where you goin’? Nobody knows, nobody cares
Then you wonder why the girls around the world insecure (yeah)
It’s so stupid
You want the truth, kids?
The media’s just one big lie of losin’ (come on!)
It’s like I’m watchin’ a movie, world’s so full of actors (actors!)
Take a moment listen to me, I’m not actin’
I’m just askin’
Tell me if you’re ready to die (nah)
If it happened today, where would your soul reside?
Devil laugh ’cause he know how to play with your face
So I just laugh back and pick up the mic and I say

Until I die
I’ma take my hopes and dreams
And use ’em to glorify His Name
Until I die
I’ma rep the one true God
And I don’t care ’bout what nobody say
Until I die
I’ma spread the truth to this nation
And show ’em there’s a God that can save ’em
Until I die
And here I take my last breath out of my chest
I’m gon’ praise Him

I’d rather die today for what I believe in (come on)
Than die a hundred years from now for no reason (well, why?)
Atheists are like, “I don’t know why I’m breathin’
Yeah, there’s gotta be a reason, but there’s no Jesus” (haha)
Standin’ up screamin’, “He’s not real!” (he’s fake!)
Honestly, I’m sorry that’s the way y’all feel (fake!)
World’s kinda like, to me, just a roller coaster
You in it for the ride? Well, what’s up when it’s over? (yeah, yeah)
You keep doin’ wrong when you know it ain’t right (yeah)
How you live today, it turns eternal life (eternal life)
You let it slip away, and it’s gon’ blast you
Keep the sin up in your face, then the truth gon’ pass you
My momma used to tell me I should follow my dreams (come on!)
But most of my life I just been followin’ me (yeah!)
So I’ma take this moment to release my shine
And yo, forget about me
Let His will be done, man, not mine

Until I die
I’ma take my hopes and dreams
And use ’em to glorify His Name
Until I die
I’ma rep the one true God
And I don’t care ’bout what nobody say
Until I die
I’ma spread the truth to this nation
And show ’em there’s a God that can save ’em
Until I die
And here I take my last breath out of my chest
I’m gon’ praise Him

Yeah
You ever have one of them days
When you wake up and you wish you could just forget about everything
Throw the pain away for just one minute?
Look at the sunshine instead of the rain
You know what I mean?
Smile

I was driving down the road today
And saw the sun shine through my window
It made me smile
Yeah, I ain’t done that in a while (that in a while)
Yeah, I saw a rainbow up in the sky
It made me wanna grow wings and spread them and fly
I could if I tried to
Listen, heck, the birds in the sky do (the birds in the sky do)
Sometimes I see the rain coming up in the clouds
I could care less, let the rain come down on my face
Wash the pain away (wash the pain away)
See, I don’t like the feeling of losing control
But at least for one moment, Imma let things go and just be myself
Spread my wings and yell (wings and yell)

I’m gonna fly
I don’t care what nobody says
And I don’t care what nobody thinks
I’m gonna fly
Forget about everything else and put a smile on and just be me
I’m gonna fly
Forget about the tears in my eyes and for a moment, leave it all behind me
I’m gonna fly (yeah)
Yeah, I’m gonna fly (I’m gonna fly, yeah)

I was driving down the road today and saw the rain fall on my windshield
It made me sad
But then I laughed (then I laughed)
Cause everybody knows it’s gotta rain
Sun wouldn’t feel so good if it never felt pain
I like that sound
But when I look around (I look around)
I see people just like me
Sick of dealing with the pain, trying to follow their dreams
And I get lost in the moment
In case you haven’t noticed (yeah)
Everybody wants love, but I don’t know where to find it
So I wrote a song as a little of a reminder
Just be myself
And nobody else (nobody else)

I’m gonna fly
I don’t care what nobody says
And I don’t care what nobody thinks
I’m gonna fly
Forget about everything else and put a smile on and just be me
I’m gonna fly
Forget about the tears in my eyes and for a moment, leave it all behind me
I’m gonna fly (yeah)
Yeah, I’m gonna fly (I’m gonna fly, yeah)

This is my moment
So I’m gonna do my best to control it
I feel like I’m walking through a door that has never been opened
What’s on the other side
I don’t have a clue where I’m going
To be honest, I could care less if anyone knows it
I put on a smile
And both of my feet through the door
All of a sudden, I don’t feel the pain anymore
For some reason, I feel like I’m apart from the ground
Like every pain that I’d ever felt is off of me now
Must be flying or something
What am I, up in a cloud?
Look at me, wow, well this is kinda freaking me out
Must be a dream
Either way, I don’t wanna come down
Like the feeling of feeling like I’ve no longer been bound
Turn around for a second
I look back and the door shut
Maybe I should go back, but I don’t know for what
Come on Nate, you must be losing your mind
Maybe so, but here I go
Follow me up to the skies (singing)

I’m gonna fly
I don’t care what nobody says
And I don’t care what nobody thinks
I’m gonna fly
Forget about everything else and put a smile on and just be me
I’m gonna fly
Forget about the tears in my eyes and for a moment, leave it behind me
I’m gonna fly (yeah)
Yeah, I’m gonna fly (I’m gonna fly, yeah)

Hey, welcome to reality
Yeah
Sometimes, we all get away from that real life
You know sit back and think about, “What if my life was like this?”
It’s crazy
And when you think about it
Kinda like a dream
Yeah, Yeah

Imagine a life where you ain’t got no reason to cry
It ain’t hard to tell the truth when there’s no reason to lie
Picture everything bad that ever happened to you
Snap it in two then laugh at those that laughin’ at you
Imagine your pain disappears like magic
Everything that ever hurt you never happened
Your dad never left, your mom never cried
Your relationships’ perfect, and nobody dies
You feel far from reality yet
I do, so I’mma bring reality back
You never met your dad, gone since you was a kid
Matter fact, he left before you even cried in the crib
And you momma always cryin’
Startin’ to mess with your head
To the world, you alive
But to yourself, you’re dead
Look in the mirror, heart’s so full of rejection
So you cock your fist back, then crack your reflection like

Yeah
I don’t like the way that I feel
Lookin’ for reality, but this ain’t real
What am I supposed to say, yeah
I ain’t supposed to feel this way
It’s like
Yeah
I don’t like the way that I feel
Lookin’ for reality, but this ain’t real
What am I supposed to say, c’mon
I ain’t supposed to feel this way

Imagine everyone you knew respected you
Put your name up high when they mentioned you
Never talked about you bad behind your back
And what they say is what they do
And what they are is how they act
Imagine every girl you had never hurt you
And every guy you fell in love with didn’t desert you
Every lie on the earth was real
And didn’t mind really lettin’ out the way they feel
But hold up
Let’s slow it down for a minute
Oh no! Lies in your face
I don’t get it
What happened? I must have been dreamin’ again
Another fake friend in your face playin’ pretend
Another liar
Yellin’ it ain’t nothin’ but truth
All cryin’, screamin’, “I would never hurt you”
Yeah, like we ain’t heard that befo’
You want the truth? What you think I’m rappin’ fo’ like

Yeah
I don’t like the way that I feel
Lookin’ for reality, but this ain’t real
What am I supposed to say, yeah
I ain’t supposed to feel this way
It’s like
Yeah
I don’t like the way that I feel
Lookin’ for reality, but this ain’t real
What am I supposed to say, c’mon
I ain’t supposed to feel this way

Picture a man that never did nothin’ wrong
Got beaten ’til most of His flesh was gone
Put thorns in His head while they laughed and mocked Him
Devil laughin’ down in Hell like, “Yeah, I got Him”
Imagine nails goin’ into your palms
Strapped to a cross
Soldiers strechin’ your arms
Like a joke, people all gather around
“If you so powerful, then why don’t you just come down?”
Your mother cryin’ at your feet
Breathe your last breath
You want reality, man that’s as real as it gets
The one true God came down to earth to die
Never committed a sin, yet He died for mine
And seems we all so caught up in the crazy life
Die for the world, then we’ll know what crazy like
Gotta be blind homie if you can’t see it
So think about it next time yeah before you scream it like

Yeah
I don’t like the way that I feel
Lookin’ for reality, but this ain’t real
What am I supposed to say, yeah
I ain’t supposed to feel this way
It’s like
Yeah
I don’t like the way that I feel
Lookin’ for reality, but this ain’t real
What am I supposed to say, c’mon
I ain’t supposed to feel this way

You say that you love me
Let’s talk about it
And you swear that you’ll always be there
I doubt it
When I look in those eyes
I can tell you’re lying
All those tears that you cry
Why do you keep denying

You say that you care but I know you’re lying
Please spare me the tears
There’ll be no sympathizing
I act like I’m fine
But you’re antagonizing
My heart is falling apart

We lay in my bed, so irritated
All the things that we said
Yeah, it’s so frustrating
Who am I to tell you that you’re not perfect
It’s just that I thought that you were a different person
We smile and pretend like nothing matters
When in fact, in the end, it just makes us madder

You say that you care but I know you’re lying
Please spare me the tears
There’ll be no sympathizing
I act like I’m fine
But you’re antagonizing
My heart is falling apart

I look at you now
Yeah what I used to see
Is breaking me down
Why ain’t you like you used to be?
Still beautiful as ever, yet I feel no unity
Usually, I just feel like you’re using me
You’re telling me you love me, yeah, from the lips of your mouth
But honestly, honesty isn’t what I think’s coming out
Seems the people you love the most, push you down, let you go
That’s why I’m here to let you know, we lie to people just for show
You pretend you care, but really it don’t bother you
Wonder if it will when I decide to say goodbye to you
I’m trying to fix it, what you think I’m trying to do?
You don’t like my attitude, then wonder why I’m mad at you
I’ve had enough of it
My heart, you ain’t touching it
You say you’re in love with it
But really, you’re crushing it
I don’t hate you, I’m just trying to understand how you feel
There ain’t no point of continuing this if it ain’t even real

You say that you care but I know you’re lying
Please spare me the tears
There’ll be no sympathizing
I act like I’m fine
But you’re antagonizing
My heart is falling apart

You say that you care
Please spare me the tears
I act like I’m fine
My heart is falling apart

Yeah
It’s crazy for me
Cause I just feel different right now
It’s like I’m to a point where I feel like
God, I should give You everything, and that’s what I’m gonna do
I need You Lord
I want You to use me
Just wrap me in Your arms, Father
Yeah

Lord, I need You
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Lord, I need You
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)
Lord, I need You
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Lord, I need You
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)

Lord, I want You to use me
Father, please fill me up
Sick of livin’ thirsty
I need that water in my cup
I look out the window of my life
I see a prison
But for some reason
He gave us the rite to be forgiven
And I’m no longer in the chains homie that I used to be
I feel like a drug
It’s like a lot of people usin’ me
Abusin’ me
I usually let it get the best of me
Sick of givin’ half, Lord
Please just take the rest of me
Devil was arrestin’ me
Had me in them hand cuffs
Used to sit down
Now, I praise Him with my hands up
Had the wrong runnin’ shoes
I was off track
Now, I know where I’m runnin’ to
And I ain’t goin’ back
See I would rather die than pretend You don’t exist
Got my Bible on my side
Got no pistol got no clips
Got my hands up to the sky
These rappers they can walk it out
When I say that I’m walkin’ I’m dancin’
That what I’m talkin’ ’bout sittin’

Lord, I need You
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Lord, I need You
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)
Lord, I need You
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Lord, I need You
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)

Yeah, I know I’m a sinner, Lord
Yes, time for changes
Sick of my head hangin’ low
Like little ants chained us
I’ma rock stages
That ain’t just why I do it
I’ma pull a Lecrae yeah
And spread that “Jesus music”
I want you to move me Lord
You give me that energy
Take me to them places that
I thought that I would never be
Caught up in that melody
Instead of the ministry
Jesus took the pain
Broke the chains, and delivered me
We go into Church, pray to God
Yeah we worship
Counter what we preach
And wonder why it isn’t workin’
I been in the same boat
I been in the same shoes
We’re walkin’ the same road
I’m dealin’ with pain too
You don’t know if He’s real
Man, I’m tellin’ you He’s gotta be
Need Him like oxygen
And everyone’s gotta breathe
Man you gotta see
Everybody stand up
Screamin’ at the top of your lungs
With your hands up

Lord, I need You
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Lord, I need You
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)
Lord, I need You
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)

Yo, I been to the top
Been to the bottom
Dealt with the pain
Dealt with the problem
Now I’m back in the place again
Got a mind full of memories
A mind full of sin
I don’t wanna be this way
But the things I do
And the things I say
Lead me astray
Lord, I just want you to take my sin away
Life is like the radio
And everything gets overplayed
Need another station
Mind is racin’
What’s come over me
Sin has got me bad within’
I’m battlin’ like overseas
I don’t just preach in my music boys
So we can shoot the breeze
Got this music to a T
But that doesn’t mean a thing
If I don’t take the gift that Jesus gave me
And rep’ the King
See you reppin’ the chain
See you reppin’ the dough
Money doesn’t run, so tell me what you chase it for
God’s comin’ soon
Better get strap
And I ain’t talkin’ ’bout them pistols or them big gats
Yeah, I’m talkin’ ’bout the Rapture man
Put your Bible up and yell it ’til it happens eh

Lord, I need You
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Lord, I need You
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)
Lord, I need You
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Wrap me in Your arms (Yeah)
Lord, I need You
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)
Wrap me in Your arms (Ayy)

Yeah
I’m looking for that overdose
Heh
Yeah

When I say I want that overdose, it ain’t about the drugs
I’m talkin’ ’bout the Holy Ghost runnin’ through my blood
I’m lookin’ for that overflow, somethin’ I can love
You think the show’s over? Oh no, it’s just begun (c’mon)
You can call me special feature, yeah it’s nice to meet ya
But my name is not what I came to teach ya
Yo, I know a God who can save ya, won’t leave ya
He don’t show His face, well He don’t really need to
I give Him the glory for everything I have
He’s more than just a story or something of the past
I ain’t afraid to talk about it, ain’t afraid to act
See, I’m just being me, man, and I don’t need a mask
You all about the fast life, livin’ for the money
A lot of people act like rap, tight gunnin’
Runnin’ from the cops, see, to me that’s nothing
But according to you, yeah, that might mean somethin’
That’s why I give it to you in a form you understand
Cause sometimes in life things never go as planned
And sometimes you might feel like there’s no chance
Quit tryna control it and just put it in His hands
You feel me?

He could be your comfort when you’re broken
I’m lookin’ for that overdose, yeah
I don’t care, let it overflow
He could be your Savior, be your friend
I’m lookin’ for that overdose, yeah
I don’t care, let it overflow

If God’s so real, why the world so crazy?
The rape rate climbin’ and girl’s havin’ babies
Murders in the streets, murders in the schools
If God really cared He wouldn’t let the pain pursue
But a lot o’ y’all are lookin’ from the wrong angle
And overdose in sin, and hey, your whole life tangles
You look in the Bible, even Satan was an angel
That just goes to show what lust for power will create you
Into something crazy, into something pitiful
You don’t want the truth now, you’ll get it at your funeral
Some think it’s a joke, overdose, keep laughing
Ain’t gon’ be so funny when you layin’ in your casket
God, He can save you; I ain’t tryna play you
I’m just tryna represent the one and only Savior
Lies of the world will leave you like a broken heart
Hey, you lookin’ for the same thing that tore you apart

He could be your comfort when you’re broken
I’m lookin’ for that overdose, yeah
I don’t care, let it overflow
He could be your Savior, be your friend
I’m lookin’ for that overdose, yeah
I don’t care, let it overflow

God could be your overdose, so let me explain it
Ye ain’t got the picture yet, you got the wrong paint
Now I know I’m hittin’ you with a lot of information
But what I’m tryna do is introduce you to a Savior (Jesus)
I worship a God that made the world in six days
I worship a God that will never turn away (turn away)
I worship for truth, yeah, I worship for faith
And even if you kill me, you couldn’t take that away
I’m livin’ for that overdose, someone get me high
I’mma represent Him with my flow until I die
Devil say you’re hopeless, it’s just all up in your mind
I’d rather die for truth than live forever for a lie

He could be your comfort when you’re broken
I’m lookin’ for that overdose, yeah
I don’t care, let it overflow
He could be your Savior, be your friend
I’m lookin’ for that overdose, yeah
I don’t care, let it overflow

He could be, He could be your comfort
He could be, He could be your Savior

Yeah
Sometimes I feel like
(Feeling like I lost my mind)
I’m as close as I’ve ever been to You
And then the next moment
(You are not a waste of time)
It’s like I’m running from You
And I’m sorry
This is not how it’s supposed to be
But sometimes that’s how it happens
Forgive me
Yeah

I feel lost in my mind
Just another pain in my head
I feel so broken inside
With memories I’m tryna forget
I don’t feel like I used to
Matter ‘a fact not even close
I don’t feel right
Yet I choose to
To go to a place I don’t know
Maybe I’m crazy
Maybe I’m not
But I feel like I’m outta control
And God, I need you
Right now
I never should’ve let you go
Now I’m just so out of control

And now I don’t know who I am
This was never my plan
This ain’t how it’s supposed to be
I took it out of Your hands
I took a chance
But how am I supposed to see
When I’m blinded
And when I’m broken
Lookin’ for a way to escape
I can’t find it
But then I’m reminded of Your grace
(Whoa, whoa, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Of Your grace
(Whoa, whoa, yeah, yeah, yeah)

I thought I was fine
I guess not
If I was I wouldn’t feel this way
If I was okay
And I was so perfect
Then why do I feel so ashamed
I’m no liar in my head
Screaming I don’t need any help
I say I’m tryin’, yet in the end
I’m only tellin’ lies to myself
I say I want answers
Complaining
Yeah, I’m just looking for truth
Unless I got problems
Which I got ’em
I seem I only blame ’em on You, whoa
It’s like I don’t know what to do, whoa, yeah

And now I don’t know who I am
This was never my plan
This ain’t how it’s supposed to be
I took it out of Your hands
I took a chance
But how am I supposed to see
When I’m blinded
And when I’m broken
Lookin’ for a way to escape
I can’t find it
But then I’m reminded of Your grace
(Whoa, whoa, yeah, yeah)
Of Your grace
(Whoa, whoa, yeah, yeah)

Lord, forgive me
I feel so cold
Livin’ in the wrong
Yeah, here I go
I don’t want to cry
I don’t want to show all the emotion
I got froze
I don’t know how say this easy
Look in the mirror but I don’t see me
I don’t see the things I used to know
Swore to myself
Never let You go
Here I go
Pain again
Here I go
Playin’ pretend
Actin’ like I’m fine
When in my mind I’m just breakin’
Lookin’ for a reason
Wonder why I’m breathin’
Wonder why my momma had to die
Lord Jesus
I don’t understand this
I ain’t never planned it
My plan did never evolve
We feelin’ trashed in
I feel like I keep falling down
Lord, please help me up
I’ve had enough

And now I don’t know who I am
This was never my plan
This ain’t how it’s supposed to be
I took it out of Your hands
I took a chance
But how am I supposed to see
When I’m blinded
And when I’m broken
Lookin’ for a way to escape
I can’t find it
But then I’m reminded of Your grace
(Whoa, whoa, yeah, yeah)
Of Your grace
(Whoa, whoa, yeah, yeah)

Here I come, here I come
There I go, there I go
Yeah, I’m a dreamer (I’m a dreamer)
Here I come, here I come
There I go, there I go
Yeah, I’m a dreamer (I’m a dreamer)

Yeah, you all about the money (Ayy), I’m all about the dreams (Yeah)
All that cash talk, that don’t mean a thing to me
See I don’t run the streets (Nah), I don’t run the hood
I’m spittin’ real life, most y’all are Hollywood
I’m comin’ with a flow that’s crazy (Ayy)
Got your movement from the moments, y’all play me (What?)
Trust me you don’t wanna mess with me, baby
I have you runnin’ in circles (Ooh)

Here I come with a flow so fly
Lookin’ at me nuts like I lost my mind
Flow’s so hot when write these rhymes
I ain’t gonna stop, let it pass me by
You too slow, gang, in the rest, gang
With the base, get out of the way
I don’t wanna lose you, but
I’m kinda in the mood to, what?
You thinkin’ for a minute, homie, that you faster (Faster)
When it come to flow, we both know I already passed ya (Passed ya)
You like an apprentice in this game, I’m like the master (Master)
My lyrics are bullets, and I’m about to blast ya, have ya
Considered the person that you’re dealin’ with
All y’all ever talk about is how you makin’ millions
See, that’s the difference between me and you and this rap
Rather have my mama back than stack a hundred stacks
So I don’t wanna make a scene but you don’t know what it means to me
Grabbin’ a mic has filled my dreams, this means everything to me
Basically, it’s makin’ me develop into what you see
What you see is all o’ me, composin’ around, so, follow me

This is the moment of your life
You better grab it while you got the chance to
This is the moment of your life
You do what you wanna, I’ma do what I have to
Got me sayin’
Hey, hey, hey
And you got me sayin’
Hey, hey, hey
And you got me sayin’

Bob your head (Bob your head)
Get in the zone (Get in the zone)
Yeah, give it your all, just lose control
Another shot to prove all, you could extol
That’s why I stay focused and keep my heart with the Lord
Tonight’s make or break, what’s yours to take
A moment of destiny, a moment of pain
I’ll move the pace, no time to waste
Mind the line, how to win, let me demonstrate
Now take ambition, a moment’s given
Have a heart that isn’t finished
Slapped in the face, them heartless critics
Ha, now you with me
The things you say I never do
What else will I have to put with you?
Nevermind, let me take you back to school
Let me show you apes a thing or two
Fight for existence like black or blue
Mind the ball game and you’ll get a clue
Head about to bust like you blow a fuse
Pay attention, don’t get confused
To be the best, you can never rest
So we’ll call it good cause you make the rest
Yeah, my heart’s full of dreams that you can’t accept
Came through the side, I got nothin’ left
But I’m fine
I got my pride
I got my mind
That’s all I need
I’m settin’ bombs
Sorry, I got my self-esteem

This is the moment of your life
You better grab it while you got the chance to
This is the moment of your life
You do what you wanna, I’ma do what I have to
Got me sayin’
Hey, hey, hey
And you got me sayin’
Hey, hey, hey
And you got me sayin’

Here I come, here I come
There I go, there I go
Yeah, I’m a dreamer (I’m a dreamer)
Here I come, here I come
There I go, there I go
Yeah, I’m a dreamer (I’m a dreamer)
I’m a dreamer
Yeah, I’m a dreamer yeah (I’m a dreamer)
Oh, yeah, oh (I’m a dreamer)

This is the moment of your life
You better grab it while you got the chance to
This is the moment of your life
You do what you wanna, I’ma do what I have to
Got me sayin’
Hey, hey, hey
And you got me sayin’
Hey, hey, hey
And you got me sayin’

There she goes
She’s so beautiful, she’s so beautiful, yeah
But she’s so broke
She’s so incredible, wonder if she’ll ever know, yeah, oh

She lays in her bedroom and she cries
Yeah she cries (Whoa)
And she feels depressed as tears fall from her eyes
From her eyes (Whoa)
All she wants is love, but she never finds it
In herself (Whoa)
And she just feels broken, I can tell that she’s hopeless
Looking for help (Whoa)

And there she goes
She’s so beautiful, she’s so beautiful (Whoa)
But she’s so broke
She’s so incredible, I wonder if she’ll ever know (Whoa)

She gets attention from every direction
But she doesn’t care (Whoa)
She prays for protection, scared of rejection
Is anyone there? (Whoa)
She used to laugh, but now she’s crying
Sick of the pain (Whoa)
She puts on her mask, pretends, and she acts
Like she’s okay (Whoa)

And there she goes
She’s so beautiful, she’s so beautiful (Whoa)
But she’s so broke
She’s so incredible, I wonder if she’ll ever know (Whoa)

There she goes again, putting on that fake act
Hard to see the real her when she got that fake mask
Daddy left it, he ain’t never came back
Tears her apart but, she would never say that
She wants love, but don’t know where to get it from
It’s hard to learn respect from a man that never gave her none
So she cries and she yelling in the mirror
“Is anybody out there? Does anybody care?”
And people think they know her, but they don’t really have a clue
Working three jobs, yeah she’s doing what she have to do
Getting stressed out, and boys say she’s beautiful
But that don’t really mean a thing if she don’t believe it though
Insecurity starting to take over
She looking for warmness but keeps getting colder
Yeah, I know ya tripping on your looks and such
But quit looking to world, and start looking up
God made you beautiful

And there she goes
She’s so beautiful, she’s so beautiful (Whoa)
But she’s so broke
She’s so incredible, I wonder if she’ll ever know (Whoa)

(Yeah, we all make mistakes
Yeah, here’s some of mine)
Yeah, it’s my life
Lord forgive me (c’mon)
For the way I’m livin’
(I’m a sinner man, all of us are)
Lord forgive me
For the way I’m livin’ (yeah)

Lord forgive me, I know I’ve made a lot of mistakes
When you look at my face you can tell I’m ready to break
Ready to snap, lost, where am I at?
I keep looking for light but why am I in the black
It’s invisible I’ve been mixing and twisting the principles
There I go talking ’bout my life, how it’s miserable
It’s pitiful I live in this prison I been in through
Tryin’ to minister when I’m the one that needs to be ministered to
Lord forgive me
I don’t know why I do this
I betray You stab You in the back like Judas
Like Peter I deny You, like I don’t know
Tears running down my face as the rooster crows
I’m a liar living in a world of ’em
I’m dyin’ sins starting to fill my lungs
Oh no, I can hear the devil of my head
Great, Nate it looks like you’re doin’ circles again

It’s like my life is one big circle
I’m trying to go forward, but I’m in reverse still
It’s like my life wants me to fail
Say I’m lookin’ for heaven, but I’m headin’ for hell
It’s like my life is one big circle
I’m trying to go forward, but I’m in reverse still
It’s like my life wants me to fail
Say I’m lookin’ for heaven, but I’m headin’ for hell

I wake up in the mornin’
My minds on me
Never said a prayer, Lord, never even noticed
Why am I so open to blaming when I’m broke
The moment I feel fine, I let the door close
Dealing with insecurity but not about myself
I’m having a hard time trusting anyone else
I treat you like a toy
So I put you on the shelf
Like I’ll come play later if I need any help
And yeah I think you’re calling but I don’t really hear you
Seems I should be concerned with what I see in the mirror
What I see in the mirror’s more than my apearance
I see anger eating away at my spirit
And maybe I should change, but I don’t really want to
Unless I feel pain it’s like I don’t really want you
I know, by now it seems like I’d be smarter
The worst part is, now I’m right back where I started

It’s like my life is one big circle
I’m trying to go forward, but I’m in reverse still
It’s like my life wants me to fail
Say I’m lookin’ for heaven, but I’m headin’ for hell
Its like my life is one big circle
I’m trying to go forward, but I’m in reverse still
It’s like my life wants me to fail
Say I’m lookin’ for heaven, but I’m headin’ for hell

Father please, I know I don’t deserve your grace
None of us do, yet, your mercy remains
You were perfect, there I go running away with nothing to say
Lord, I’m ready to change
Take me, and mold me into something that’s right
Sick of living my life
Like I’m out of your light, I’m out of your sight
I need you to charge in
Take me out the darkness
And wrap me in your arms cause
Without you I’m just another phony
And without you it’s like I don’t even know me, show me
Pull me in the right direction
Need your life protection
Need the mic directed
I’m sick of living life like I ain’t gotta have you
When in the end we both know that I have to
It’s sad too
‘Cause every time I’m falling away
I can hear the little voice inside my head say

It’s my life is one big circle
I’m trying to go forward, but I’m in reverse still
It’s like my life wants me to fail
Say I’m lookin’ for heaven, but I’m headin’ for hell
It’s like my life is one big circle
I’m trying to go forward, but I’m in reverse still
It’s like my life wants me to fail
Say I’m lookin’ for heaven, but I’m headin’ for hell

Oh, I miss you
Whoa, I miss you
Now you’re gone, yeah
Now you’re gone
Oh, I miss you, yeah
Oh, I miss you
Oh, now you’re gone, yeah, yeah
Now you’re gone, no

I should have been there, told you that I loved ya
Held a little tighter as I kiss, and when I hug ya
I should have called ya, told you that I missed ya
Tears on my face as I’m lookin’ at your pictures
Yeah, I’m with ya, but only in this mindset
Since you’ve been gone you ain’t never left my mind yet
And I’m upset, not because of you
I wish all I remember was the good, I never do
I guess when you lose somethin’, that’s when you appreciate it
If you were here, then I’d show you my appreciation
But you’re not, so I’mma have to learn to cope with it
Got a box of memories, but I’m scared to open it
I see you smilin’, but only when I’m dreamin’
I know you’re gone forever, but somehow I don’t believe it
Somebody wake me up, my eyes closin’
I’m hopin’ some day you’ll be there when they open, but

I never thought I’d have to say goodbye to you so soon
But now you’re gone (And now you’re gone)
And now you’re gone (And now you’re gone)
I never thought I’d have to say goodbye but now I do
And I miss you (And I miss you)
Oh, I miss you (Oh, I miss you)

Yeah, I wish you can hear me, I know you don’t
And I wish you would call me, I know that you won’t
But why I gotta cry? Sick o’ dwellin’ on the negative
Use what you love, it’ll will take you where you never been
Yo, depression, naw, far from it
Have I cried? Oh, yeah, I’ve done it
If I could I’d change, and I’d go back
Problem is if we could, yeah, we’d all do that
I can see you laughin’ in my memories
Sad part is that’s the only thing I’ll ever see
Used to wear a tough face and play pretend
Now the fact is I’m never going to see you again
See, my life just doesn’t seem right without ya
I can feel the tears comin’ when I think about ya
Matter fact, I think I feel some now
I’m sick of holdin’ them back, that’s why I’m lettin’ them out

I never thought I’d have to say goodbye to you so soon
But now you’re gone (And now you’re gone)
And now you’re gone (And now you’re gone)
I never thought I’d have to say goodbye but now I do
And I miss you (And I miss you)
Oh, I miss you (Oh, I miss you)

I look in the mirror, I can see you in my face
I could care less now about your mistakes
Not ’cause they don’t bother me, not ’cause they ain’t bruise me
I just kinda feel like you ain’t never knew me
I’m all mixed up, lost in the emotion
Loved you so much, too bad I never showed it
Yeah, but on the upside there’s one thing
You put a smile on my face most times I sing, so
Mom, if you were here today, I would put my arms around you
And tell you I love you, yeah
I’d tell you I love you, I’d tell you I love you
Yeah, I would put your hand in mine, and tell you everything’s okay
Oh, I miss you
Oh, I miss you, yeah, yeah

I never thought I’d have to say goodbye to you so soon
But now you’re gone (And now you’re gone)
And now you’re gone (And now you’re gone)
I never thought I’d have to say goodbye but now I do
And I miss you (And I miss you)
Oh, I miss you (Oh, I miss you)

La da da
La da da da da
La da da
La da da da da

I wish, that I could leave it all behind me
Go to my own world where no one can find me
I guess it’s just the way I escape, yeah
I guess it’s just the way I escape
And I wish, that I could take parts of my past
Hold on to the good and throw the rest in the trash
I guess it’s just the way I escape, yeah
I guess it’s just the way I escape

Have you ever been so broke, or frozen, it’s so cold
Emotions are so blown, hoping you won’t go
Back to that war zone, the place that you don’t know
It’s hard to go the right way when you’re on the wrong road
Feel like you’re so low, you’re ’bout to explode
And you’d do anything to get back what you let go
Stuck in upset mode, ‘cuz you can’t seem to figure this out
Living without a reason to live, thinking about
What you should have done, things that you could have changed
And maybe if you had then things wouldn’t be this way
And you wouldn’t feel this pain, but that’s too easy now isn’t it
Wishing that you could go back and things would be different
Got a time machine up in your mind
Wishing you could push a button and your life would unwind
But that’s not how it happens, you can hope and imagine
Instead of looking forwards, lot of us looking backwards

I wish, that I could leave it all behind me
Go to my own world where no one can find me
I guess it’s just the way I escape, yeah
I guess it’s just the way I escape
And I wish, that I could take parts of my past
Hold on to the good and throw the rest in the trash
I guess it’s just the way I escape, yeah
I guess it’s just the way I escape

Have you ever been so lost, you feel like your hope’s gone
And know you need to let go of some things but you hold on
Hoping and wishing that some things would be different
So you scream in your room, it feels like nobody’s listening
You’re mad so you scream louder, things that you’re not proud of
Wishing you knew a way to escape but you don’t know how the
Heck are you supposed to cope with something you can’t let go
You get emotional, wonder if you’ll ever know
Came to get lost in it, wishing back lost minutes
Your anger’s involved in it, so you get engulfed in this
Pain that you come to hate, wishing you could escape
But you don’t know where to run, it’s written all on your face
Look at me losing control, I just don’t know where to go
I’m getting lost in the mo-ment, look at me woah (Yeah)
I think it’s time for me to escape
Time to relate, follow me as I put this pen to this page

I wish, that I could leave it all behind me
Go to my own world where no one can find me
I guess it’s just the way I escape, yeah
I guess it’s just the way I escape
And I wish, that I could take parts of my past
Hold on to the good and throw the rest in the trash
I guess it’s just the way I escape, yeah
I guess it’s just the way I escape

I’m so sick of feeling
Like I don’t have a clue what I’m doing
Like I don’t have a clue what I’m doing
Yeah
And I’m so sick of feeling
Like I don’t have a clue where I’m going
Like I don’t have a clue where I’m going
Yeah

See all of us need a place, where we can go escape
Get away from the pain, be ourselves and just run away
But where are we running to, this lane we’ve been running through
Starting to get harder and it’s starting to bother you
Some of us get depressed, some of us go to music
Some of us get stressed, others just push through it
So I’m gonna push through this, now and get lost in this
Escape and get lost in it, get ready we’ve all said it

I wish, that I could leave it all behind me
Go to my own world where no one can find me
I guess it’s just the way I escape, yeah
I guess it’s just the way I escape
And I wish, that I could take parts of my past
Hold on to the good and throw the rest in the trash
I guess it’s just the way I escape, yeah
I guess it’s just the way I escape