orchestra (surface, pt. 2) Lyrics
Trust me I know
How fucked up it is that if you ever dare to show me
The slightest low
in absolute attention, I will just assume that you abhor me
I can’t help myself
I’m needy, I’m greedy
I’m deeply isolated baby
But I can’t make you want to come rescue me
Conduct me like an orchestra
Torture to euphoria
Misery and back again
Drop me like your temperature
Ending at the overture
Pick it up and play again
Watch as I spiral
Death and revival
Give me your care then take it away
Watch as I spiral
Error and trial
Give me your care then take it away
I feel neglect
I’m spending every waking moment wondering if it’s in my head
My self respect
Is yours to torch when you ignore me, when you tolerate me at best
I can’t help myself
I’m lonely, I’m only
a figment of your condescension
But I can’t make you want to come rescue me
Conduct me like an orchestra
Torture to euphoria
Misery and back again
Drop me like your temperature
Ending at the overture
Pick it up and play again
Watch as I spiral
Death and revival
Give me your care then take it away
Watch as I spiral
Error and trial
Give me your care then take it away
Conduct me like an orchestra
Torture to euphoria
Misery and back again
Drop me like your temperature
Ending at the overture
Pick it up and play again
I’m well below the surface
I know I’m not worth it
Give me your care then take it away
I’m well below the surface
Pathetic and hurting
Give me your care then take it away
Track Info
- Song Name – orchestra (surface, pt. 2) Lyrics
- Artist – Abdullah Siddiqui
- Produced by – Abdullah Siddiqui
- Album – dead Beat poets: side B
- Lyrics – Abdullah Siddiqui
- Song Label – © 2021 Abdullah Siddiqui
- Release Date – 19 Sept, 2021
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