I just like, I’ve never really talked about this you know?
Yeah,
I pray the Lord, my soul to keep
This can’t be fixed, I’d rather weep
I hate this house, I’m down to leave
My mom’s a snake, my daddy drinks, still
Know my dad, he don’t know me
We’re not like how we used to be
We don’t connect, we hardly speak
He tries to drive, I hide the keys
I’m baby sitting a grown man at seventeen, at seventeen
He’s fuckin’ pissed and starts to scream
My heart races and skips a beat
We’re face to face
I can’t believe that every day’s the same old thing
We fight all night, I hardly sleep
I’d wish he listens to me, “Please?
A sober you is what we need,” these words be thin
I’m feeling weak, I feel hopeless, to say the least, fuck
He never slows down, uh
Never slows down on the whisky
The more shots he takes the more risky
Most times things tend to go south quickly
He’s depending on liquor, we’re depending on him
He’s calling out of work, there’s no money comin’ in
We’re about to lose a house
How can we let it slip?
Factorin’ the fact that I had to hold all of it in
I hate when-
They ask, “How’s life?”
I’m like, “It’s fine”
That’s how they know deep-down I’m lying
They ask, “How’s life?”
I’m like, “It’s fine”
That’s how they know deep-down I’m lying, (Ooh)
I’m lying, (Ooh)
I’m lying, (Ooh)
I’m lying,
(Fuck)
Yeah,
I pray the Lord, my soul to take
I lost my hope, I lost my faith
I hate this house, wish I’d escape
My dad’s a drunk, my mom’s a snake
Don’t, know my mom, she don’t know me
She’s out all night and can’t be traced
It’s been a week, ain’t seen her face
We hardly speak, what can I say?
I’m dealing with a grown woman
Who can’t be saved, who can’t be saved
She’s lost her mind, she’s a lost case
She’s filled with greed
I’m down to say, “It don’t matter how much you make
When you account how much you’ve weighed,”
She blows her cheque, she gambles late
She takes a shower in her angst,
She doesn’t stop the bills aren’t paid
She blames my dad when she’s to blame
Tell me, how much more can I take? Fuck
She never slows down, uh
Never slows down on the gamblin’
Her life falls apart as time passes
She’s blind to all of the things that can happen
She’s losing control and she can’t get a grip
She’s addicted to this loss, there’s no money comin’ in
We’re about to lose a house
How can we let it slip?
Factorin’ the fact that I had to hold all of it in
I hate when–
They ask, “How’s life?”
I’m like, “It’s fine”
That’s how they know deep-down I’m lying
They ask, “How’s life?”
I’m like, “It’s fine”
That’s how they know deep-down I’m lying, (Ooh)
I’m lying, (Ooh)
I’m lying, (Ooh)
I’m lying,
Yeah
I’m broken, I’m broken
I’m broken, empty and fallin’
Track Info*
Song Name – I’m Lying
Artist – Sik World
Album – When Stars Align
Release Date – 10 Jun, 2019
